Heavan?heavan?

religion is a ancient contrversy. so to those who profess christanity as their belief.i ask this. U chooses to follow jesus because u didnt want to go to hell and rather spend eternity with jesus in heavan.right? if yes doesnt that mean u were driven to God because you had a "hell gun" pointed to your head?doesn't that mean you were driven out of fear..seriosuly if everyone was going to the same place would you realy pursue a relationship with jesus? if so why?